I was 12 or 13, I was just pulled into sexual feelings by a worker in our shop. I did not know any thing about sex, he just made me know about it and made me addicted to it. I used to try to have sexual relation with some one near, I had been mad thinking of these activities. In the morning I would be good and behave good with every one. After 10 pm I feel that some thing inside me make me think of sexual feelings, it would never let me sleep. i struggled a lot to come out from this. God's grace never gave me a chance to touch any girl. Though I went to the extreme limit, he saved me from doing sex with any one. I used to pray to Jesus to save me from this. For two years before i used to go computer centre to see sexual pictures in web sites.
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One day, God touched me while seeing a picture of a small 12 year old girl used for sex. I decided not to see this web sites and to change my self in Jesus. When ever I feel some thing compell me to think of the sexual feelings, I would kneel down and pray to Jesus, he gave me power to control my heart. Dear friend, Lord changed me a lot, now I am free from that feelings. If accidently I see any sexual scenes or picture, Lord correct me for seeing evil things. I can feel that lord is with me. In my previous life, I didn't have any aim in my life, my future looked very dark, I didn't know what to do. I used to be in tension and get angry with every one. But now after accepting my Lord I feel very free, I have given my self to Jesus.
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I have given up taking any step or decision in my life, I left all the things in the hands of our Almighty Lord, he knows what to do for his son and daughter. He is the creator who created us he saved us while in our mothers womb. He has given us good health . He knows what to do for every one, so I have decided to accept any thing happen in my life. Because every thing happen according to our Lords wish. No one can do any harm to his son or daughter. I thank Jesus for saving me. My friend, please pray for me and others who struggle allot to come out from evil's hand. I will pray for you to give you miracle doing power in the name of Jesus, to heal people from sick and sorrow in ther life. God bless you all.

Antony



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