I love to share my testimony with others. Let me just
give you an idea of what the Lord has done in my life. The Lord in all His
grace and mercy has delivered me from living more than 2 years on the streets.
He also has delivered me from 17 years of drug abuse and 15 years of
alcoholism. Here is some of the things that were personal.
I come from a
broken home because my dad decided that he was gay. My mom wasn't able to take
care of me and my 2 brothers and 1 sister because she was weak emotionally. My
mom has been in and out of mental hospitals and board and care homes since she
found out about my dad. My parents finally got a divorce and my dad got custody
of us children. I was 7 years old at the time. Well life with my dad was
unusual because I had to try to cover up for my dad's life.
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I was afraid my friends would find out because I
was ashamed of his lifestyle. After a couple of years, my dad's friend and
lover started to molest me. This went on for a few more years. I didn't know
how to tell my dad so I didn't say anything. I grew to despise my dad's friends
and I couldn't trust any of them. I started experimenting with drugs. First
Marijuana then I started more harder drugs. I stole from my dad and his friends
to support my habit. Finally my dad got tired of my stealing and kicked me out
of my house.
I was 17 years old by this time. I moved to San Francisco
with some friends. My drug abuse continued and I was kicked out of where I was
living again. I ended up living on the streets. I didn't realize at the time
but God had His hand upon me. He provided for me when I didn't even know where
my next meal would come from.
Finally after more than 2 years on the
streets I gave in and asked God to take me away from the situation I was in.
Two weeks later I found myself back home in Fresno.
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Even though I was back home I still got deeper involved
in drugs and alcohol. After many years of drug and alcohol abuse, one day I
woke up and had no desire to drink anymore. The beer tasted nasty and the smell
of it made me sick. By this time I was married. The Lord has blessed me with a
beautiful, loving and caring wife.
I was selfish and paid more
attention to my friends than I paid to her. It's only by the grace of God that
she stayed with me. Due to my drug abuse and not being able to hold down a
steady job, my wife and I lost our home. Even though I stopped drinking, I was
still smoking marijuana and doing other drugs. I didn't realize that when the
Lord healed me from alcoholism, He also healed me from the drug abuse. "For
whom the Son sets free is free indeed." Finally I surrendered myself to to the
Lord.
Of course this is an on going process. Well in short my life has
been restored. The Lord has graced me with His mercy. I have been completely
sober for 6 years. My wife and I have a new home that is three times better
than the one we lost. He continues to bless me daily. I am on fire for Him. And
I want everyone to know about Him and what He can and will do for them.
Jim _____________
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